(.Life.)

What's up World???..

I'm here to tell you about life in general.. With me.. My life had A LOT of ups and downs.. And I've heard about a lot of situations; grown ups and little kids; that mad e me realize that my life and what I go through isn't nothing compared to many people out in the world.. My life is a living testimony though, I can surely say that..

So here's what I have to sayy..

People you gotta understand that your not here for people. Your here for your mission that God gave you. Yea, I know.. People go through a lot of stuff but, hey it's apart of your life that God set out for you. But, there has been a lot of people who has committed suicide because they couldn't take it anymore. But i am here to tell you. Man, it's not worth it! If you commit suicide then that's a automatic ticket to hell and I know people don't want to go there anyway so why even do it.

There's been a lot of people coming up to me asking things that really I couldn't tell you the answer if I tried. But, I have an example. My play mother she's been through a lot. And when I say that I mean more than any human being should go through. But anyway she's actually a preacher right now but after all she's been through she came out a stronger more responsible Adult!. I love my Mother to life and I wouldn't want another.

Has about me??.. I've died at birth but, was revived (Thank God!).. The doctor's said I was going to be a vegetable for the rest of my life.. (As you can tell i am not because I wouldn't be able to write this blog).. Then there's my family getting in a car accident and almost being killed (&i've forgiven the driver).. But, that's not the point.. The point is there's been more emotional and painful things that i've been through but, it hasn't drove me to suicide. I'll admit that i've thought about it a couple of times but, i've never gone through with it.

People of God you have to realize that not all things can be solved by the slitting of the wrist and or killing other people or even yourself. Mostly the emotions that you feel are depression, and/or always sad. It's others but those are the main ones. Things may get rough and all but you have to realize everything can't be solved that way. According to the bible your body belongs to God and so you choose to cut up his temple and destroy it?? That's not cool man!

So, I don't know who God directed me to put this up for but, Whoever it is Honey i Am here to tell you that it's not worth it! God, has a lot of plans for your life and your going to let that go over some petty stuff? I don't think so! God even said no. He loves you to much for to be killing yourself just a female said something about you or just because people don't like you. Of course, they not going to like because they didn't like Christ. So that's a already given!. So, before do anything think, talk it out with God, and Let go.

-CiCi

[[*.We're Jus Simplyy Jesus Swaqqin.*]]

"iNeed You"

its a poem I wrote when I was going through hard times.. at first I didn't know but words just kept coming to myy head and I just started writing them down.. So here's the poem and it is called "I Need You"..

Lord you are so amazing
And I know that I can't live this life on myy own
I just can't imagine it
I wouldn't last a minute without your love and forgiveness
Your everything I need and more
I can't imagine being in myy flesh
Man it would a mess
It'd be hopeless with no life
Buht what i'm tryin to say is..
I NEED YOU!
I'd fade awayy
Slip with no regret..
And that woule be a total mistake
So i'm saying "Yes!"
To your will
For your love
The forgiveness..
So take control Lord cause it's fo'sho Lord!
Take over me.. Make me over..
Cause that's reallyy all I need..
My heart, soul, and spirit says it..
It's coming out tha mouth!
I'm opening myy heart
So i'll obeyy
And I won't strayy
I've made up myy mind
And I prayy to never be the same
I'll go wherever you lead me..
Cause He's calling me higher
And I know it
But Lord I need you in order to begin..
Like myy brother Quade said-
"I promise you.. I thank you for your grace
I'll never leave this place
that you will raise and i'll never stop running the race"
So Lord show me the wayy

[[*Teenagers On Fyre For Jesus- God's Lil Soldiers*]]

Brethren (Brothers and Sisters)

What's Going on World??..

So yea i'm in a dance group called "Perfect Praise" and We are apart of Greater Pentecostal Temple home of Bishop Marvin E. Donaldson!.. But we have this scripture that we say every Monday before practice.. it's Psalms 133:1 "Behold how good and pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity". And ever since we took that scripture in.. We've had better practices and we've also have came together as a ministry.. The word is a powerful thing.. But, that's not what i was going to talk about..

Talking About Teenagers Now..

Mainlyy people are judged by people in the world or even in the church..
Everywhere go you always have that one person..
And then people always say "It don't matter what people say cause only God can judge me"
But in actuallyy reality they don't care regardless..

People often sayy that they don't care, they not here to please man, etc.

But in realityy theyy do.. in the ten commandments it says "Thou shalt not kill"

But in actuallyy realityy we do it everyy single dayy!

I'm not tryin to sayy that you actuallyy kill somebodyy with a weapon.. No.. don't take it that wayy! I'm sayin that people Back-Bites all the tyme.. What's back-biting you ask??..

In the words of myy dance leader Sis. Loretta Davis.. "How can you dance and talk about your sister in christ at the same time.. it's not possible.. you can't expect the glory
of God to just shine on you just because your ministering to his people and you have to think..
that's being 'Hypocrite' and that's not what God want!"
And when you do that you kill peoples spirit all the time..
The Bible sayys “What sorrow awaits you teachers of religious law and you Pharisees. Hypocrites! For you shut the door of the Kingdom of Heaven in people’s faces. You won’t go in yourselves, and you don’t let others enter either. What sorrow awaits you teachers of religious law and you Pharisees. Hypocrites! You shamelessly cheat widows out of their property and then pretend to be pious by making long prayers in public. Because of this, you will be severely punished." -Matthew 23:13-14.. Meaning in my words.. Verse 13 means that people who are back biting todayy will NOT enter in the kingdom of Heaven nor will the people
other people in the world enter in.. And Verse 14 for me means that people who
back bites on His children then theyy will have a heavier sentence!..

So people of the world and people of God what's it gonna be??.. Can you trulyy sit in your seat and sayy that your lie is right and your going to Heaven as soon as He comes back..

Or are you saying the big word No??.. Well, whatever your answer is.. I'm telling you now back biting and talking about your peers is not the answer! Get it together people!!!.. Until NEXT tyme.. -CiCi

C.R

[[*Teenagers On Fyre For Jesus- God's Lil Soldiers*]]

Poems

It's a poem I wrote when I gave my life over to Christ completely.. And that was July 12,2009.. But I decided to put it on here because it tells a lot about me and about my relationship with God now so Enjoyy =).. It's called "You Saved Me"

I've tried tuh keep my head up..
I've had rouqh days..
My life had alot of ups&dwns
nd ibeen walkin thru thee fire..
Thinkinq thee rain won't let up..
iAsked constantly..
Wht do ido??
Why am ihere??
Wht is my purpose??
Will ireach it??
Can iconquer it??
And thee number one question was..
How can iturn my life around and live for yuh lord??
But on July 19, 2009 ifound thee answers two those question..
"iCan do all things in christ which strengthens me.."
And now ibelieve..
And now iknow thee lord has alwsy been there..
He chanqed..
Grew..
&Molded me..
Lead me two thee place ineed tuh qo..
Lord ilove yuh nd icould never stray..
It's not in my will..I've been touched by an anqel..
nd ican say this anqel saved me from destruction..

C.R.

[[*Teenagers On Fyre For Jesus- God's Lil Soldiers*]]

Heyy..

Heyy Whts Goin On World??..

Myy name is CiCi.. I made this blog especiallyy for people; mainlyy teenagers, who want to know who Jesus our lord and savior is and who wants to get to know God as teenagers now.. This blog is for you.. So check it out.. And you know you'll learn lot..

[[*Teenagers On Fyre For Jesus- God's Lil Soldiers*]]